January22011
why is everything so full of shit.
more a statement than a question.
so first dates are shit. and so are men.
why is everything so difficult. cant just one fucking thing be easy.
urggghh. pegi mati la.
nothing else seems to make sense. not the art, not the thoughts, not the daily shit.
nothing.
and i dont understand why im constantly grappling in the dark.
shouldnt some of this get easier, or at least make sense as time passes by.
yea there isnt an answer to fix everything. but it would be nice.
nice if there was just something that made this bearable.
